Wednesday, 29 February 2012

Life is Unpredictable

Her long, curly brown hair was never out of place. Her full pink lips always glimmered from lip gloss. Her teeth were as straight as a brand new fence. Her eyes sparkled, a window to the starry night sky. She was a balloon, floating above everyone else, always cheerful. But there was one problem. Jasmine McClaire was deaf.
                She had been in my class ever since I could remember. From puny, block playing tots to “sophisticated” rulers of the school. As we got into middle school, I saw less and less of Jasmine. It wasn’t a bad thing, and wasn’t a good thing either. Like seeing a movie that was based on a book, but with some changes. You dislike the changes, but find it a good movie none the less.
                Jasmine always had an interpreter with her. Normally it was an older lady with a kind smile. Everyone would talk to Jasmine’s interpreter instead of her. It happened quite a lot, so once in a while, people needed to be reminded that Jasmine was an actual person.
                She had a normal family. She had an older brother that all the girls were in love with. She had two loving parents. Everyone thought it was weird that she was the only oddball. And in Northern Kansas, there aren’t many deaf people. I’m sure if there were, Jasmine would be in a special school. I think I was always wondering why the McClaires put Jasmine through the torture of public school. Why didn’t they just move so she could be comfortable?
                I was walking home after school one brisk fall day when I saw some older guys picking on someone. I rolled my eyes. People were always bullying others smaller than themselves. It was just a part of high school.
                As I walked past them, I tried to hear what they were saying. They were yelling, so I didn’t have to strain my ears that much.
                Davidson, the school was yelling something along the lines of, “Yo! Can you hear me?!”
                His other minions were laughing their heads off. That remark caught my curiosity. I looked over and saw a scene that shocked me.
                Davidson and his cronies were bullying a kid as usual. But today, their victim was Jasmine.
                For some reason, I felt absolute rage growing inside me. Normally I didn’t care what Davidson did, but this was too much.
                I stalked over to the group. Jasmine was in the middle of the circle of bullies. Her book bag was open and the contents were strewn all over the grass. Strangely, her interpreter was nowhere to be found.
                Before I knew what was happening, I found myself marching straight up to Davidson.
                “What the heck do you think you’re doing?!” I shouted. Davidson, knowing full well that I could easily give him a knuckle sandwich, ran off. His stupid minions followed their pathetic ruler.
                Jasmine looked at me, her eyes full of wonder, asking questions that she couldn’t voice. I gave her a small smile, and walked away.  At the time, I didn’t know why I left her like that, but later I realized it. I was afraid.
                Over the next few weeks, I pretty much avoided Jasmine. I don’t know why. I was probably afraid of communicating with a deaf girl.
                One day, I was walking out of the library when I heard someone behind me say, “Hi.”
                I turned around, startled. Jasmine’s dark blue eyes looked up at me. I looked around for her interpreter, but it was just us two in that hall. I started to worry. How was I supposed to talk to someone who couldn’t hear me??
                “Don’t worry,” she said, as if sensing my discomfort. “I can read lips.” She smiled.
                I blinked in surprise. I had never known deaf people could speak! I mean, Jasmine didn’t sound perfect, but she still surprised me. I guess that just proved how little I knew.
                “Oh, hi,” I nodded. We began walking slowly down the hallway, Jasmine’s eyes on my face.
                “What do you have there?” she asked, pointing at the book I had just borrowed from the library. I held it up so she could see. It was called Sign Language 101.
                Jasmine gave me a big smile. “You get that out for me?”
                I cleared my throat. “Yeah.”
                “Here, let me help you practice!” She brought me over to a bench and sat down. She opened the book with delicate hands and pointed to a picture.
                “Morning,” Jasmine said, while signing what the pictures in the book showed. I copied her hand movements.
                We went on like this for a while, until Jasmine had showed me how to sign the basics, such as the letters and numbers, and things like “Hello, I’m Nate.”
                As we signed goodbye, I stood watching her for a minute. I never had learned so much in such a short amount of time. I guess it just depends on the teacher.
                Over the next year, I slowly became fluent in American Sign Language I got to know Jasmine even better than I did before. The reason she could talk and read lips well is because she wasn’t deaf from birth. She caught a disease when she was about two, causing her to go deaf. She had already learned to talk, and heard people talking around her, so it stuck with her. I met some of her deaf friends that she had met on vacation. We grew very close. When I was talking to my hearing friends as Jasmine called them, I found myself signing along.
                It’s funny how just one small act like standing up to a bully could lead to so many other, new things. It just goes to show you that life is unpredictable.  

(I haven't edited or revised this yet. I need you guys to be honest. How is it? Its for my honors application for school, and its a big deal for me)

Walking.

I walk fast, for a short person.
One of these days I'm going to stand up, and walk away. Walk away from everything. Walk away from all the female dogs of my school. Walk away from all the loud and mean butt trumpets. Walk away from the feeling of being left out or being second best.

Until then, I will be eating chocolate and watching One Direction gifs and videos.

Sunday, 26 February 2012

Saturday, 25 February 2012

PJAS

PJAS is this stupid science fair that I have to do in middle school. It was this morning, and let me tell you, we had a crazy bus ride.
So right before I took a seat in the bus, I saw there were other kids there already. It didn't register much, and I continued looking for my friends. Then I saw him., Herbert. I was like, oh crap, can't sit back there. So I sat in the front with my friend. It was fun
After the presenting and such (it took like, 3 hours, and I had no one I knew in my room) we came back on the bus. My friend and I sat next to each other, but near the back, in front of my three other friends. And guess who was right behind them?
Herbert.
I was dieing a little inside..
In a good way.
But anyways, he was kind of ignoring me, but not on purpose I don't think.
And so he was being silly xD
but then his one friend was like "Hannah!" and of course there were three Hannahs, including me. But they were talking about one of the other ones. Supposedly this other kid thought that she was 'hot'. Then he kept saying "Yes or no?"
And then, Herbert was like "Hannah! Hannah!"
I turned around. "me?"
"He wants you".
I groaned when the kid was like "He thinks you're beautiful!"
So I yelled back "I know I'm beautiful!"
And then Herbert said "Yes or no?" and I said no, and everyone was like "nooooo"

And while we were walking off the bus, they were yelling this kid's name that supposedly liked us. xD
And Herbert also gave my one friend his phone number.. so maybe I'll get it.. C:

Friday, 24 February 2012

Glee 3D

Watching the Glee movie in school right now.. :3 And chilling with friends. Its sooo fun!

Ahh, good day :D

Thursday, 23 February 2012

Flirts.

Ok so my school has some weird cycle thing, and today was day 1-D. lolololol One Direction. <33333

I sometimes question why I'm his friend. He doesn't consider himself popular, but he is. Everyone seems to like him. And because of this, he often ditches me and my friends to hang with the populars. Sometimes I just want to totally ignore him, but its so hard. Hes so funny and nice. ~.~

And one of these populars is such a freakin spoiled brat. My Lord, her favorite sport is probably flirting. Its like her Flirt Switch is stuck on. She laughs too loud, does too many stupid things, acts too girly, and says the stupidest things. I just want to yell to her "shut up no one likes you." And its true, no one does. Her so called 'friends' talk about her after school and call her a female dog. Her fault.

*goes to sleep*

Wednesday, 22 February 2012

no good name for this post.

Im so sleepy.. and I still need to write half of my science speech and this seminar project.. I just want to have nothing to do tomorrow, but noo, heaven forbid Hannah will ever have free time to sleep. ~.~
School's been going pretty well actually. Lots of funny moments (:

I'm so sick of waiting for boys to notice me. So yesterday I asked one of my best friends if he wanted to go to Farewell with me.
Needless to say, that failed.
He didn't even give a legit answer. He basically said I surprised him, and he probably wasn't even going to go.
lol see if I care. I'll just go with Senorita Markers.

I have gym class tomorrow... gym sucks.

Goodnight dearies, tomorrow hopefully will bring a better post :3

Monday, 20 February 2012

Yeaaaah buddie :D

My mom came home from grocery shopping with this:
OOOMMMGG its so gorgeous.
But I have no earthly idea as to what I'm going to wear it to. Lol xD

Sunday, 19 February 2012

Oh great outings.



My prom dress.


shoes :3


Simple shirt (:

asdfghjl; <3

I love this one.

Cute black skirt

Mr. Pricklepants. <3

books (:

NOMNOMNOM


new favorite outfit :3

Saturday, 18 February 2012

SHOPPPPING.

Today was totally gorgeous.
I got the cutest Valentine from my little cousins in MA, and a check for ONE HUNDRED DOLLARS for my laptop. OOOMMMGG.
I might have a laptop by next weekend. Crap. :D

My mother took me to Kitchen Kettle Village.. its this adorable little village with lots of little shops. I had the best chocolate covered strawberry eevvveerr.

Then we went to outlets in an Amish city. I got soo much cute clothes, I'm so excited. I'll post pictures of everything once I get my camera.

:3

Thursday, 16 February 2012

DARN, THATS THE END.

I just finished performing my very last musical at my middle school.. It was amazing. I could cry..
Everyone did fantastic, and there were zero mistakes :3
And now for a four day weekend.. :D

In such a good mood <3

Monday, 13 February 2012

Grumble grumble

Weelllll.. today sucked.
Correction- most of today sucked.
I had some "freind" problems, and my stomach hurt like heck. I swear I almost threw up earlier. o.o
and my throat hurt alot...
So I had my head down at lunch, before most people got there, and someone asked me if I was ok, and gave me their grapes..
Although at the time, that made me want to cry. o.o
And with the whole sore throat thing.. OUR FIRST PERFORMANCE OF THE MUSICAL IS TOMORROW FOR KIDS IN MY GRADE AND I'M SOOO FREAKIN NERVOUS, LIKE WHAT IF I LOOSE MY VOICE OR MESS UP???
Sorry about that. xD

OH.
And tomorrow is Singles Awareness Day. Happy happy. ~.~

Merry Christmas everyone

Sunday, 12 February 2012

CHa ching.

Ok guys, I'm less than two hundred dollars away from getting my very own laptop. Meaning, I'll be able to write more, be able to upload more pictures, and do little vlogs.
So I need some tips on how to get some quick cash. If there are any ways... I can't think of any. ~.~

Thanks (:

Saturday, 11 February 2012

As smooth as a baby's bottom

My hands are sooo smooth. I keep using this lotion over and over again. :3

Anywho, I want to write a fanfiction.. so comment on this post two characters I should do (perferably Harry Potter). I want to try something different. (:

Thursday, 9 February 2012

Ishy

Today was such a bipolar day. Like one minute was gorgeous, the next hour was poop, repeat.
I am so tired of cliques... And loud boys that don't know when to shut up.
I'm also tired of everyone talking about my business.
Play practice was crap today.
I had fun with some seventh graders though, and my friend Tonks and I laughed so hard I had tears in my eyes (Due to yelling "Yaaaaaaay." really loud at a quiet moment on accident.. :3 ).
But theres this girl. She is so freakin annoying. Its gotten to the point where I feel uncomfortable around her. she always touches my back weird and sings waay too loud.
But in music class, theres this kid we shall call Ron. He's my only friend in that class, so we sit together and mess around. He tells me all about weird soda flavors and old singers dying a day after getting their diploma.
And in the play, theres this one song called Elbow Room. The cast sits all smushed together on the stage, and I get to sit right next to him (and the other girl.. but I ignore her.). Its so cute.. theres one point where we all looked at each other weirdly, because we want room, and his look always makes me laugh. Plus, I can hear his nice singing voice.

But of course, this happens to be the Ron that a girl Lavender is totally attached to, and she can't stop flirting with him. And he lets it. (Scroll down, I posted about this before. xD )

Well, I'm so happy for all my followers, thanks (:
TGIF. <3

Wednesday, 8 February 2012

I want a Hamster.

Ok, I want a little hamster so bad. I like taking care of animals and such, and I reaally want one.
Does anyone know about how much the cage, hamster, and everything else would cost? Thanks :3

http://www.howtotakecareofahamster.net/pet-hamster-care-guide
^^ That is really cool.
Like, I want a little guy to hang out in my room with me. I swear I'll clean up its poop and everything. I'm pretty responsible. I just need to convince my mom to let me.
Any good hints for that?
Maybe I'll write up a big report on how responsible I am, and why I want a hamster, etc.
I could totally do that.

Tuesday, 7 February 2012

LIKE OMG.

LIKE OMG.
I changed my blog's name. :3
Different name, same story. (:

Hope you dearies like it!

Monday, 6 February 2012

Stay Positive

Ok, last post made me all mad. So heres some things I think of to keep me positive.
(click on the gifs, they seem to run gorgeously once you do that.)
The best friend.

This video.




Him.



This. *replay replay*

My other best friend who is a guy. :3
Memories of Herbert.


Saturday, 4 February 2012

Puke in a Purse.

I just shoved my face with girlscout cookies and popcorn. I dont feel good.
xD

Anyways, theres this girl (we will call her Moaning Myrtle). She is so freakin annoying.
Her favorite sport must be clinging to people. Shes good at it. Its like she has.. i dont know, pseudopods.
*slurp noise*
She makes me uncomfortable. I edge farther away from her, but she comes right back next to me.
It doesn't help that she says shes bi. Ew.
And girl, theres a difference between singing and screaming. Dear lord, she's making me deaf.
I wish I could wave my magic wand and make her disappear. *poof*

Thursday, 2 February 2012

*dreamy sigh*

Things running through my head:
Crap, he just asked me out. How do I say no in a nice way?
Get. This. Girl. away. from. me. Stop clinging on to me and give me space.
Its so nice how hes been hanging out with me... and he makes me feel special... (:
ANNND THE MOST COMMEN THING GOING THROUGH MY HEAD TODAY?
Herbert. Herbertherbertherbert.
(Well, thats not his legit name, but I shouldn't use his real name on here.)
OMG OMG OMG.
He's this cute kid from another middle school in my school district. He's in my grade, is quite musical (plays violin, bassoon, and clarinet), and is soooo smart.
He's so gorgeous.
He was at a concert I went to last night that had all four middle schools working together. Long story. ~.~
But I had the perfect view of this kid the whollleee concert. <3
And like, he knows who I am.
We ran into each other a while ago at a football game. We were all talking (other friends of mine were there too) and like, he remembered I played violin (from past orchestra stuff, before he was cute)
And yesterday, my sissy was talking to him and another one of my.. friends? (long story, Ill post about it after this) and he asked my sister something like "Don't you have a sister named Hannah?"
HE REMEMERED MEEE.
And when I was leaving the concert, I looked at him right as he looked at me... *dies*
I didn't talk to him or anything, but still.

So now I can't wait until highschool so I can see him more. :D


And now about the friend thing.
Like, we're ex-friends, but recently, idk, we've been talking to each other alittle. We passed notes in German today (they were serious, but whatever.) and yesterday after school we were hangning out with a guy friend.
It gives me a nice feeling inside.


Another thing:
This one guy (we shall call him markers) gave me a twizzler during science class. Markers often ignores me, but lately he's been hearing my remarks to what the teachers say, and he finds it funny. Its nice

And theres this other kid I used to like, and we've been talking more that usual. That is really nice.

And theres this funny kid who I've never really known too well, but we've been talking a smidge more than usual. Thats nice too

So I am in such a great mood, from Herbert to.. well, Herbert. We have so much in common.

Now I'm all excited... ~.~
Goodbye loves <3