FOREVER ALONE.

During gym, I realized something as I watched someone I don't like flirt with my crush.

lolol I am forever alone.

But it is nice when my best friend who I haven't actually talked to in forever came and made sure he sat next to me during science. (:

So next Wednesday, I have auditions for my high school's orchestra, and I am super nervous. I'm going to be playing this (without the piano though) :

I mean, I have the right tempo, and have to song down, I'm just nervous. :S

I think its so awkward to be changing during gym and putting your stuff right next to your best friend's when someone I don't like comes right in between us. (lololol not while we're changing. xD)

And then they bring up how they owe everybody pens or pencils (still ignoring me) and I'm about to explode, remembering last year she lost my most favorite color pens EVER and never did anything to help get me more.

Jerk.

And then theres that awkward moment when you have to be the mom in your house because your mother never does the dishes or cleans up food or cleans up in general.

Dear Lord, I'm sorry for putting my ventings up here.

I need my colorful pens back. Someone buy me them. NOW. Before I explode and cause all the zombies to kill the world.

IM GETTING THIS TOMORROW <3333333

I'm so excited.

Toodles everyone!